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i lost so many phone numbers of my friends, x colleagues, teachers, etc... when my hp lost. and i dun see them important or in need coz those numbers that i used to call nowadays i can remember them. and i've got them back very easily coz i meet them almost everyday. and when those old friends aka my all(old) time buddies msg me i can recognize them.

until when a secondary friend of mine got me thru msn and asked for my phone number i suddenly realised that all the while i've been keeping their numbers for nothing, really nothing coz i never sms or call them, some forwarded messages at times maybe, not often. but i've been feeling like i'm with them and could remember their faces when scrolling through the contact list, looking for familiar names to send a message or give a call to. and i remember that i have this friend's number saved in that lost sim card, so when she asked for mine today, i was like "huh?"...i have her number but she doesn't have mine... and now i see that those faces scaled in my mind all this while were actually their innocent looks of 6 years minus from now, i still remember where their pimples like to grow on. All with dark hairs, some with natural wave.

thanks to the facebook where i found back many of them recently and they all look different now, more mature, fairer and prettier @ smarter @ more handsome, got their hair straightened, some got nice wavy one, and mostly coloured. most of them are keeping long hair. some who used to keep long hair and looked like princess last time has now cut them short, new style, new friends, and different lifestyles they have now. except me. i'm dull. never changed my hairstyle for the sake of keeping healthy hair. so scared to get my hair "ironed" >< stupid.

those pictures in the school's annual magazine are so aged that the colour faded and the pages turned yellowish. when was the last time i flipped through it? they are really OLD memories right now. and so am i, bet my frens all stunned for seconds not at my name but my picture and wondered what happened to me before approving the friend request, lol! i'm damn fat now. fat! fat! fat!!!

though we never keep in touch or meet so often now, thanks to facebook again at least we know that all are safe and found our own paths. we share through the shoutouts and uploaded pictures, we know quite a lot about each other through the updates as if we can see what's going on in their real lives. we know everyone has been going through great and also down times, which is normal, and... interesting =)