the loss of the rings

those were happy days
when the existing bud grows
irresisting everyday's approach
every glances that paused
i wanted to make them last


it's been 6 weeks since you were gone
way so sudden
in such a hurry
skipping all our memories
how could you...


everything seems still
until they defrost
and i just followed
soon i grow in the flow
in the way that nobody knows
every moment is sorrow


those tears stained faces
when memories spinning out of control
and the muted rush of shrill scream
mirrors my weaknesses
i am just a helpless figure


everything that i see
faded before i could feel
the silence that replays
the fear that remains
the tears that i cant contain


cares that never show
you would never know
everytime when i agree
i'm not being me


those days were the days
the only thing you left
the only thing now i have
living through the flashbacks
for you i will pretend


the denial that regrets
i would never forget
those days we spent together
would never reset
for they are always special


but up in air the question still...

how could you
and i am still...