i've longed for the fREEdOM! to get myself free from exams and the burden of assignments, projects and etc loads... As going through the transition state, I know excitement is not all that awaits me...
Just like this morning, i would have enjoyed another happy breakfast time IF the sem pauses at its end...
no more works, no more lullabies, no more nights with lights on,
no more morning call...
I have successfully strived till the end of degree studies, now left intern, which i thought it would be a bigger space with more freedom to do wuteva i wish to, and see lil hope... but what have i done? i know it could be a wrong choice which leads me to an infinite regret, but i just let the brain decide at its conscious state, make a rational view on the path diverged to unforeseen, as blurred as i am now of my future...do i even know when i'm conscious when i'm not at all? what's coming in front, what's being left behind one by one... without me realising it... but i know, there is something that would never leave me... i know... and i am willing to... even maybe it has moved on too far that i thought i can choose not to realise a lil nor mind at all... because i would never be noticed... maybe i should just keep it buried deep forever... should i? no, can i?
the hectics gone, i am happy, which i should be...
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